Sick to my stomach. I am unable to express the true feelings. They are so deep, so real... but almost fake because they go without notice. Insecurities make me hide them, rejection is a true fear. Maybe not so much even rejection, more just the vulnerablability of allowing things to happen that shouldn't.
Its never been so hard, which makes me think its never been real. Or maybe I'm just a fool...
I hope for a happy ending, or wish there never has a happy beginning.
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