Statement

I might cry myself to sleep every single night for the next 4 months. But the moment my angel comes I know all of this will be worth it....

powerful words

I came across some powerful words this morning by Gordon B. Hinckley 


"It isn't as bad as you sometimes think it is. Don't worry.  It will all work out. Put your trust in God and move forward with faith and confidence in the future. The Lord will not forsake us, if we put our trust in Him, if we will pray to Him, if we will live worthy of His blessings. He will hear our prayers."


I feel especially lately I am so caught up in trying to figure out my future, trying to change something I have no control over... I have lost faith in God, lost faith in his timing, lost faith in his work.  Reading that quote today from Gordon B. Hinckley reminded me that I need to live my life day in and day out for me. That things do happen for a reason, and as hard sometimes as it is to accept that its all part of my plan.


Quite frankly I am sick of writing about a sobby love story, like I have some hard and miserable life. That in fact is not true. 


My life is changing, I am about to have the greatest gift, and best little friend... I just sometime loose sight and get caught up in trying to control the uncontrollable. 

Comfort

"Have you prayed about it as much as you've talked about it?"

This is something I can work on. I find myself talking more then I pray and I'm questioning why? Putting my faith in the lord is allowing myself to feel comfort, and when the going gets tough why not lean on God for strength? He is there to defend you and fight your battles.

Today I am focusing on what I can control, praying for what I desire, and allowing God to fight my battles. The moment I break down that is satin working in my life and since I am smart enough to know that I am going to avoid him.

Pray for me.